Friday, November 4, 2016

Day One: Philadelphia

I am on vacation in the US for the next three and a half weeks and start my vacation in Philadelphia.

I arrived in Philly Wednesday night..

My Thursday started with meeting and hooking up with a friend/fuck buddy of mine at my hotel room on his way to work. We cuddled and fucked for about 30 mins, whereafter he came in me (bred me) and proceeded to churn his load in for 10-15 mins. We could have gone longer, but he had work and we will have the whole weekend to enjoy together.

After that hook-up, I relaxed at the hotel and went to the local drug stores to pick up necessities (lube, US cell phone, and the like). My efforts on BBRT and A4A went nowhere at first, featuring the classic "oink/smile" and "unlock" followed by zero reply when I ask when they'd like to meet. In the end, I met and hooked up with a nice fellow who was heavily into cuddling and soft touching (which I also enjoy). It was primarily a cuddle-up that surrounded a briefer fucking.

He also came in me and, as he had not cum for a few days, my ass started leaking cum and lube the moment I stood up from the bed. Luckily, I caught it in time to not soil the carpet and held onto it until I got to the toilet.

He obliged me with taking a couple of photos during our fucking.





Monday, September 26, 2016

How to get PrEP in Norway

Earlier this month I finally reached out to Helseutvalget here in Norway (a state-sponsored organization that works for the health of LGBT persons) and asked about the current state of PrEP following the EU/EEA decision to begin implementing Truvada prescriptions for preventing HIV infections.

Within two weeks and a day, I had my PrEP prescription and my first ninety-pill batch of Truvada.

So, for the benefit of other people here in Norway considering applying for PrEP, here's how I went about it.


  1. I e-mailed post (at) helseutvalget.no and asked them about the current state of PrEP in Norway and how I could get a prescription.
  2. Helseutvalget answered my questions and arranged for a Sjekkpunkt meeting, where I took a combined HIV/syphilis test and received my first consultation regarding PrEP.
  3. Helseutvalget forwarded my interest to an infection specialist at Akershus university hospital who set up an appointment for me by e-mail.
  4. I met with the infection specialist, had my second consultation confirming that I am among men with an increased risk of HIV infection due to my occasional barebacking (and intent to bareback in the foreseeable future), and received my first ninety-pill/ninety-day prescription for Truvada.
I sent my first inquiry on the 5th of September and had the pills in-hand on the 20th.


Me and one of my first three packets of Truvada.


Here are some things to keep in mind regarding Truvada/PrEP if you're interested or looking into it here in Norway:
  • Truvada/PrEP is currently fully subsidized by the state; the consultations and prescription were free of charge on my part; this may change as its use becomes more common
  • Truvada/PrEP is not guaranteed to prevent HIV-infections (but has a pretty good batting average) and as such should not be considered a replacement for condoms; Truvada also only works to prevent HIV and none of the other STIs
  • The long-term effects of Truvada are unknown; it is currently suspected that long-term use can cause kidney damage and increased chance of osteoporosis
  • Truvada for PrEP prescriptions are intended for persons who have an heightened risk of HIV infection, either due to barebacking or a partnership with an HIV-positive (but not yet undetectable) partner
  • Norway follows the EU/EEA guidelines for use, which means it can be used one of two ways:
    • Daily - one pill per day in combination with a meal
    • As needed - two pills taken with a meal at least two hours prior to possible HIV exposure, followed by one pill on each day of HIV exposure, and finished with one pill per day for two days following the last day of HIV exposure
Once you have used up your ninety pills, you must have a new consultation, which will include an HIV test prior to a renewed prescription.

Because of the danger of creating a Truvada-resistant HIV-strain, I believe you must take an HIV-test outside of the possible transition period (when people are infected with HIV,, they have a period during which they are infected, but will test as HIV-negative because they have not yet developed the antibodies that are detected by HIV-testing). Whoever consults you will inform you about this. 

Because it has been so long since I had sex (sadface), it was quicker for me to just take the HIV-test and get on the PrEP-wagon.

If you are interested in PrEP, I highly recommend contacting Helseutvalget and having a consultation with them (and don't be shy about your activities and interests; they can't address your needs if you don't tell about them).

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

The post-cum wall

Does anyone else experience that post-cum wall? That wall, that sudden change in perspective where you go from being hot and heavy and focused on reaching your climax to being suddenly self-aware. Where you can go from the headspace of fantasizing and imagining that you're part of a gangbang to thinking, crap, I've got to clean up and get on with x, y, and z.

I've experienced it a couple of times in other guys when I've hooked up where, after steadily fucking, they cum and suddenly lose all interest. They go from being aroused studs to cold trout and disengage completely. The starkest example was once in Albuquerque where, after he came, he suddenly had no interest in me and couldn't understand why I want his dick in my whole while I jerked off.

I experience it on my part when I'm on my own when jacking off. Usually when I jack off, once I come, I'm done.

But if I'm with another man, to suddenly lose interest like that just baffles me. If I cum first, I want to keep going until he comes. Heck, I might cum multiple times and still want more of him (one of my best hook-ups, my first barebacking hook-up, had me cumming three-four times and still wanting more from him). If we've gone to the trouble of meeting up, I am under no hurry to end it.

How about yourself, dear reader? Do you experience it (if so, is every time or just now and again)?

Monday, June 15, 2015

Encounter: My first breeding

About five years ago, the same summer I experienced my first bareback hook-up over in Oslo, I visited Miami with my family as we have done every year since 2006. On these summer visits, we mostly did things as a group, going to movies, shopping, and the like. In 2010 though, I really wanted to get laid.

During the previous summer visit to the States, I found the time to meet with and hook up with a fellow over in Albuquerque. This year though, I hadn't found that time and during our last days in Miami, I started to really feel my unspent horniness. We stay pretty far from the city when we stay in Miami, so I had largely been unsuccessful in finding hook-ups there (especially as it was out of the question to host where I was staying). This time, I got a match though, one guy who lived a few blocks away. He hit me up with a Smile and gave me his phone number and address.

As I did not have a car at the time, I started walking over there. On the way over, the guy called me up. At this point, I was getting deliriously horny. We started talking and he asked me if I was okay with his request to fuck bare. Given that that request fed into my horniness, I agreed. Then he asked me if I was okay with his request to cum inside me given that he was HIV negative, which I hadn't seen before leaving the house. I balked a bit, then just agreed. He noted that I must have been really horny to agree to this.

I continued walking and it took me about 30-40 minutes walking in a Miami afternoon-evening to get to his place. He was renting a backroom of house and met at the back gate. He's a Middle eastern/Central eastern fellow, semi-built, about fifteen years my senior.

We went into his room, undressed, made out, and then began fucking in earnest. We switched positions a bit on his bed. He also turned on the TV to cover our sounds. This led to an interesting experience where he was fucking me while I lay in the bed with him standing at the edge of he bed, while he simultaneously watched the TV show that was on (I think NCIS). It was an experience of objectification, of being there and being used or done unto while the person performing the act was otherwise mentally engaged. For many, this would be a turn-off. I found it kind of hot.

At the moment, I do not recall the position we were in when he finally bred me. I don't remember whether we were front-to-front or back-to-front (I think it was the latter). Afterwards, we cuddled for a while and cleaned up a little bit (his room and bathroom had bachelor-lived-in quality).

We met again the next day (and went out for Denny's one of those days) for another breeding. We did the same the next year.

The dick that provided my first breeding.

While the fucking and cuddling was good (and exhausting my horniness was delightful), I did not feel the breeding in itself. I don't know if it was my tiredness or a lack of sensitivity inside my ass, but I cannot recall feeling the thrust and ejaculation in itself...maybe I just need some more "data" to test this out. What worked more for me about it was the idea of the breeding, of his cum and DNA inside of me and that intimacy. I'll just have to see what future hook-ups will bring.

Friday, June 12, 2015

Encounter: My first bareback hook-up

Back about five years ago, a guy contacted me on A4A. He said he was visiting Oslo for some days and wanted to hook up. While he was (and is) a bit older than me, he showed a great smile in his profile pic and packed a great-looking eight-incher. We chatted a bit on e-mail and set a day to meet up at his place in Oslo.

It was a summer afternoon and the sun was high. It was my first time in that particular neighborhood, which added to the excitement. I found his place and was let inside. Immediately upon meeting, we began kissing and fondling each other. I undressed and sucked his dick for a bit (I was still a novice at blowjobs though) and then we got ready to fuck.

What I had forgotten or failed to not was that he had listed Anything goes under Practice on A4A. So when I suggested putting on a condom, he was a little hesitant, but did so anyway. We then tried getting at least part of his eight-inch beast in me, but it kept shrinking. He then explained how he had a hard time staying hard when wearing a condom. At that point, having already gotten significantly aroused (and having thought about barebacking ever since I started on Twitter earlier that spring and gotten to know IBlastInside and The Breeder), I relented and agreed to fucking bareback.


His beautiful dick.

What proceeded was amazing. His dick, though quite long, had just the right girth to fill me up without tearing me a new one. Our sensuality also clicked, as we kept touching and kissing each other throughout. For the next four and a half hours we switched between fucking, fingering, and cuddling, with me cumming about three or four times, until I could cum no more. My favorite position was standing upright, with him holding me across my chest as he pounded me. In all that time, he remained rock hard with that beautiful meat of his.

In the end though, my ass grew too sore for its own good. We tried fingering and different positions just to keep going, but my ass wouldn't budge. We then switched over to a last cuddling session and he finally got around to jerking his meat and cumming (I assumed he hadn't cum in me earlier as, with our vibe, that seems like something he would have brought up; also, I had told him that being bred would have been a bit too much for me at the time).

We cuddled some more and then went out to a local Chinese restaurant (his treat), after which we thanked each other for the hook-up and shared a last kiss.

Monday, June 8, 2015

Encounter: My first time bareback

The first time I barebacked was during a hook-up I had with a fuck-buddy in Miami. He is Cuban, 19 years older than me, and somewhat athletic.

At the time I had little experience cleaning out my behind and this I had not cleaned out well enough. My friend brought me to the bathroom where we then started douching. We filled the enema bottle with water and squirted it inside of me. At first, I bent down on the floor to get the best effect. Shortly afterwards, my buddy suggested that I should bend over the bathtub and arch my back. I do so to see if that would help with the cleaning.

While I was bent over the bathtub, my friend checked in on me. He must have been in a good mood, as he soon after stabbed his bare dick into me and fucked me, without a condom and with the enema water still inside me. I was completely surprised and a little taken aback over being barebacked, but it felt so good that I just let him continue.

After he'd fucked to his (momentary) content, we finished the douching and went on to fucking in his bed with a condom. But, ever since then I have many times thought back on we suddenly had me over the bathtub. jacked off, and then cum to that memory.

My fuck buddy's dick, resting on his laptop.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

GIF'ing my pics

Trying out GIF'ing some of my pics.